Can't fix me

Duct tape can't fix the pain you gave me. All the saddness you made me feel. I hate you so much for that but I can't stop loving you. How do I get you out of my head. I think about you all the time. I need you out of my brain and out of my life.  One day I could care less about you. The next day you are the only thing I can think about. I need you to live the life I have always dreamed of. I want to carry you around with me all the time. I want to roll around with you. I want to cuddle with you. I want to kiss you. I want to take you all around the world with me. I want to buy expensive things with you. I need you MONEY!!